- To Hell With You and All Your Friends -

WOAH!!!

Thu, 22 Mar 2007 02:02:37 GMT

so ya its definately been a while since ive posted anything in this. i dont even know where i left off but i'll try and fill ya in....

i'll start off with school:

i hate it lol im taking political science, astronomy, english lit, and psychology. and i only like 1 1/2 of them. i love love love my psychology class. and i somewhat like my astronomy class but it would be SO much better if it wasnt the first class and early in the morning.. it makes me sooooo tired lol my political science class fucking sucks. my teacher is a fucking douche bag and cant teach for his life. on the 2 tests we've had so far, he had to put a 25 point curve on it.... wouldnt he think that there was something wrong with that??

friends:

oh my goddd!!!! the drama never seems to end!!! but its ok. lately everything has been going good. me and aja are talking again.... we've been having amazing parties and just amazing times together. we like to climb trees and watch friends get stuck in them lol ....ummmm what else.. dont really see alex that much anymore and that kinda makes me sad.. we try and get together and do starbucks once a week

concerts:

guess what i won tickets to?!?! Nickelback!! lol ya me - win tickets! lol it was pretty cool. me and mandy got to meet nickelback before the show.. it was quick but amazing <3333 the show was amazing. only got to see like 3 songs of Breaking Benjamin but they were good. Three Days Grace was kind of disappointing.. ive seen them like 3 times in the past couple months and this wasnt one of their best. Nickelback was fucking INCREDIBLE.. they played for like an hour and a half maybe more. plus all the pyro shit they had... omg! i definately want to see them again. oh ya and the seats i had were VIP and we got free beer the whole night and they never ID us so yaa :)

hit the lights is friday and im excited!!!! theyre playing at Rays which is kinda small and i just tried to get aja a ticket and its sold out... so this should be interesting

everyone needs to go vote for COPASETIC sothey can get to go to Texas for some thing lol all you have to go is go to www.famecast.com and sign up. then all you have to do is login and click on STAGE 2 -> ROCK and scroll through and click on COPASETIC and place your vote. i'll love you forever if you do this!!

oh man the water park opens next Saturday!!!! i cant believe it here already. this saturday is orientation for the new-be's and me and Sarah have to teach them everything... i hope the new people are cool and that this summer is going to be fun. i have a feeling it will be :)

anyways i think thats it for now <33333

Thu, 19 May 2005 23:04:23 GMT

so ya... maybe im not graduating

FUCK OLYMPIC HEIGHTS

Thu, 19 May 2005 18:27:43 GMT

so school is finally over and what happens? i get sick :(
tuesday morning i woke up with 103 fever. the things next to the hangy ball thing were all swolen and red. its really grose. i couldnt eat or drink anything cause it hurt so bad.
but luckily me temperature finally broke last night which is good but my throat still hurts. i heard strep is going around. that would suck

so much drama is gunna happen on sunday. it makes me not wanna go but if i dont go then that will look bad. i dont understand why they dont believe me. they actually think i would do something like that or be apart of something like that. alyssa's mom wont even let her talk to me because of it. god why do people have to be so immature. ill probably go and end up leaving 5 min. after i get there. what more can i say then im sorry? i had nothing to do with it. if i could go back and change what happend i would. alot of stuff wouldnt of happend that night but i cant go back. theres nothing i can do. so if you dont believe me then oh well. i wish kelli was going cause she would have my back but luckily alex is going so maybe she'll have my back.

i gotta go lay down...

pictures from prom and other stuff are on my photobucket

Mon, 16 May 2005 15:21:06 GMT

last nights party was out of control. it was so much fun except for the part at the end.

if you were some of the people that were called on my phone i appologize. it was not me. i left my phone on the table and supposedly juniors in college decided to make some prank phone calls at 2:30 in the morning. IM SO SORRY

gotta love drunken hook ups and then bitching him out 2 min later cause him and his friends are fucing morrons.

but other than that drama it was a fun night. kelli your the greatest!

Mon, 09 May 2005 23:09:17 GMT

my parents are such hypocrits. they always yell at my brother for smoking pot and "hide" his bowl all the time yet the other night i was riding in the car with my mom and dad and a pink floyd song came on the radio (indescribably numb) and my dad starts telling me about how you should really listen to the song.

hes like "you have to be with a group of friends just laying back and...." then he looks at my mom who is giving him the meanest look and hes like "uh uh.... well thats what i heard"

i was like OMG!!!! so i definately told my brother and sister like IMIDIATELY. it was really funny.

my mom is always like "ya we're the only parents who dont smoke along with their kids" YA RIGHT. thats why whenever my brother steels his bowl back its always in a shittier condition.

man everyone would be alot happier if you would just come out with it

all i have to say is..

3 fucking days!!!!!!!

im really excited for prom.

you better not be avoiding me cause then i would never talk to you again and i mean it.

im happy :)

haha

Sun, 08 May 2005 20:00:17 GMT

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just lovely

Sun, 08 May 2005 03:10:48 GMT

god my mother is psychotic

where's the pause button???

Fri, 06 May 2005 02:20:04 GMT

i hate how ive been feeling lately. im not happy but im not sad?

i kinda get the feeling that im not the only person feeling like this.

i think everybody is just getting all worked up because we are GRADUATING in 2 WEEKS!!! its weird to think that i have known some of these people 10 years. it feels like just yesterday we were in 3rd grade and now its all gunna change. who knows when the next time i will see some of these people.

i wish i hadnt of waited til my senior year to make newer friends.

i wish i had more time. why cant there just be a pause button?

im missing school tomorrow cause i have to go to my brothers graduation. that means i dont get to pick up my cap and gown with everybody else. i have to get somebody to get it for me.

i cant wait for prom. its gunna be alot of fun (i hope). my dress is at the tailors cause i couldnt figure out how to fix it so i was like f*ck it ill get somebody else to do it. hopefully its not too late to make an appointment to get my nails done.

i cant wait to see fabrizzio!!!! i miss him so much

my friends are such slackers/stoners. we really need to get a time situation going on. like what time are we meeting at paige's? are we going to dinner? that kinda thing.

i hope everything goes well and there is NO DRAMA.

i love the little dudes that were grafittied all over the school. and everywhere you look it says T.H.C. who ever did it is awesome. i love the little red guy that is everywhere you look. i wish they didnt take them down. i think it makes our school look cool. i like the guys better then the big mural of all the non white kids thats infront of the stairs. gregg is a good artist dont get me wrong but i think it looks kinda stupid but thats just my opinion.

random pictures will be posted as soon as i get my camera working

xoxo

SCORE!!!

Wed, 04 May 2005 02:25:23 GMT

my mom accidentaly bought Velvet Revolver/Hoobastank tickets the other day. so it looks like im gunna go see Hoobastank for the 3rd time! i cant wait!!!!

i love when my mom makes stupid mistakes! :)

Gradnite recap....

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 00:18:17 GMT

wow... last night was just REDICULOUS.

ok so after school i came home and changed then went over to tylers house for a little bit then went and got my sister. then we met up with tyler and matt at boston market. after that we headed over to the school around 4-ish. we had to be there at 4:30 so we were just sitting in our cars jammin to music.

around 5:30 or so the "drug dog" came to scope everything out. ya let me tell you that that so WASNT a drug dog. it was a chocolate lab that looked like it just came from the animal shelter. it didnt do anything so alot of people were pissed that they could have snuck alot more shit on than what they had.

2 of the buses decided to take 95 to get to our school. WHO TAKES 95 ON A WEEKDAY DURING RUSH HOUR????? so we had to wait for our bus to come and in the mean time Jackie came and brought us McDonalds cause we werent allowed to leave. THANKS JACKIE!!!

so the buses finally show up and they are so ghetto looking. we pull out of the school at around 7:00. we get on the turnpike and were driving for like and hour and a half when we stop at a rest stop because our bus didnt have a bathroom in it. a couple of the buses didnt even stop. so we leave there and our driver was so bad. he kept swerving on and off the road. we almost got into an accident like 500 times. then one of the other buses got a flat tire so we had to stop and wait for them.

so the park opened at like 10:30 or 11. we got to the disney gates at like 11:30. but of course our bus drivers are retarded and GET LOST. so i didnt walk into the park until 12:30. we were all in VERY pissed off moods. my group went on the haunted mansion and then everybody was hungry so we got something to eat and then i really wanted to see Yellowcard so me and Shaun went running and pushed our way through to a good spot. it was fun.

so then we went to meet back up with tyler and that crew but they were in line for space mountain and by the time me and shaun decided to get in line it was 3:30. so were waiting for a little bit but then it was 3:45 and we had to be back at the bus at 4 so we were like fuck this. me and tyler got lost trying to find our bus and we were so scared we were gunna get stuck there lol

so we finally find the bus and start heading home. everybody passed the fuck out. so all in all the bus rides SUCKED but as soon as we got in the park it was fun. supposedly the school is gunna try and make it up to us but ill believe it when i see it.

i so saw justin kantz last night which was really cool. i miss that kid.

gunna go call people to see if anybody wants to hang out tonight
xoxo

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 02:28:55 GMT

i miss stryke..... ALOT

i didnt think i would care this much but its all i can think about. your all i can think about.

hopefully this weekend im gunna:

hang out with Joey and Alyssa
fix my prom dress
work on my bear blanket for AJ that im so far behind in
do college stuff that i have been putting off FOREVER
get my brother a b-day gift
hang out with my best friend Chris
clean my room
add pictures to my walls
and just have time to myself to think about things

i need to stop feeling so sad. i have 15 days left of high school. but ever since i got back from ohio all ive felt like doing is crying. i hate feeling like this. i want to be happy. i cant even listen to the radio cause every song reminds me of somebody from stryke. like right now is B.Y.O.B.-System of a Down and it reminds me of Jacy. Pepper reminds me of Jared. Pussy Cat Dolls reminds me of everyone from stryke (mainly the guard). a party is needed ASAP. i love you guys!

tomorrow is 4:20 :) and even that reminds me of stryke. it was our prelims performance time. that time fit our group so well lol

LTM day then a half day.......... SWEET!

im gunna go before i start talking more about how I MISS STRYKE.

*goodnight*

Why am I here, Im going insane, GET OUT OF MY HEAD - most amazing show ever. nuff said

oh ya....

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 14:28:20 GMT

we tied for 7th cause we got a penalty.... dumbass

so we technically tied for 6th if it wasnt for the penalty

its all over :(

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 14:26:37 GMT

Stryke is officially over :( i cried so much at the airport. im gunna miss everybody so much.

the trip was alot of fun but at some parts of it i just wanted it to be over already. people cause too much DRAMA. i got really close to some people and im gunna miss you guys so much. i just wish we could have gotten closer sooner.

im still undecided if im coming back next year. after the trip i really didnt think i am gunna come back after the things that were said to a few of us. but i dont want to leave everybody. if things will change i will think about it.

go look at my pictures from the trip ----> http://photobucket.com/albums/v202/HighC16/STRYKE%20-%20OHIO%20trip/

i didnt feel like going to school today cause i just have way too much homework to do that i didnt get to do on the trip. oh well....

im going back to sleep
*goodnight*

p.s. when i was taking my sister to school this morning i was listening to the radio and...
Dont ya wish your girlfriend was hot like me
Dont ya wish your girlfriend was a freak like me
... came on and i started crying cause it reminded me of the trip when Jason Breland and Jigga started singing it. funny stuff and i got in on camera lol

WHAT!

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 22:19:40 GMT

2 more days til ohio!!!! i cant believe this season is almost over. what am i gunna do with myself??? ive made so many new friends this season and i love every single one of you. we have made so many memories and have so many inside jokes that i will never forget. im gunna miss you guys.

we've been through so much this season. changing the show 50 billion times just to make it perfect in the end, people flaking out and what not but that just makes us stronger. too bad your gunna miss out on something incredible.

i cant wait to see kelli. i know shes planning something great for us. BFF i hope that our hotel experience is like it was in San Diego last year. haha good times in the "whore room" :)

i cant believe my high school career is over in like 4 weeks. i have made the greatest friends in the world and i wouldnt trade any of you for anything. you guys make me who i am. you all complete me [cheesey i know] but its true. i dont know what i would do without any of you. i dont know what im gunna do in the next couple of months when we all go our seperate ways. i hope nothing will change but it always does.
tyler - what am i gunna do when you go to ucf?? we have lived next to each other for like 10 years and now we're gunna be like miles and miles apart. your like my other half. your like a sister to me [one i actually like lol] i hope college life treats you good just dont forget about the rest of us still here. I LOVE YOU BFF!!!!!!

well im gunna go start thinking of packing for thursday!

im so excited!!!!!

almost over :(

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 02:26:32 GMT

this weekend was the last weekend of stryke practice (in florida) kinda sad that its almost over. the season went by so fast. its such a good feeling to know that if someone happens to flake out, it wont get to us and we can move on from that. it sucks but a good feeling all together.

i think i did something this weekend that i probably shouldnt have. i didnt mean for it to happen it just did. but the way you acted the last 2 days about it makes me regret it.you cant be like that after something like that happens. i dont know anymore......

congrats to medea for getting 2nd at nationals. its kinda sad cause i could have a medal but im so happy with my decision to be with stryke. i would have changed this opertunity for the world.

4 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so excited!!!!!!

ok time to sleep :)

is this the end???

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 21:13:04 GMT

this is the last stryke pactice weekend of the season. kinda sad if you think about it. im so excited for ohio next week. its gunna be so much fun. im glad kelli is gunna be there with me to experience it.

still dont know if im gunna come back next year. so this being my last week im gunna take in all that i can.

ill miss every single one of you even if i didnt really get to know you this year. and that kinda makes me sad that i hardly know some of you....

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 01:32:22 GMT

i love getting in trouble by my dad for not putting dishes away when my mom told my sister to do it 5 hours ago. how fucked up is that, but god forbid my dad actually help out around the house. all he does is sit on his ass and watch tv.

i got a prom date today :)
i <3 you!!

now i just gotta get the tickets this week....

its gunna be fun. thanks Tyler for pushing me to go. i <3 you

Tyler - tell me about your dress like right NOW! we'll have to have a fashion show lol

im really happy right now (except for my whole dad thing). i havent been truely happy in a long time. ya i have a lot of stuff on my mind about whats going to happen after i graduate but right now all im worrying about is having the best month and a half with my best friends.

10 days til STRYKE goes to ohio!!!!! im so excited. its gunna be so much fun. loading the truck monday will be especially fun with the cypress bay boys <3

i really cant believe the season is almost over. it feels like it just started. i dont know if im gunna come back next year. ill decide on that in a couple months. ill miss everyone that doesnt come back.

i love how *your* breaking up with your girlfriend right before we go away... its so convenient for you isnt it??? i just have to keep reminding myself NO. theres not a "situation" right???? ya my ass. im mad at myself for this past weekend. i should of kept myself distant like i have been but you just make it so hard...... your such a butthead lol

ERIN thanks for saturday night!! i had fun :)

Alyssa and Elena -

"Dont you wish your girlfriend was hott like me,
dont you wish your girlfriend was a freak like me"

haha <3

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 01:45:01 GMT

i decided to go to prom.....

now i just gotta ask *him*.......

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 18:07:17 GMT

should i go to prom?????

tyler - dont say anything cause i know what you think

i gotta decide by like monday if i wanna go.

anybody wanna go with me?? (if i go)

p.s. i think i might have found a date.... now i just gotta ask him :)

yo ho yo ho stryke is where we at.....

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 00:10:26 GMT

recap:

friday - stryke practice. the gym had no air and no water so the 4 guard girls went to publix and got water and ice for everybody. it was such a long practice even though we got out early. after practice i hung out with joey and alyssa for a little bit then me and alyssa went back to her house. we had good story time. didnt go to sleep til like 4 and we had to get up at 7. just lovely.

saturday - woke up and went to practice. gym was locked for a good half hour which was nice. during practice my knee started hurting which isnt good. i started freaking out. i havent been wearing my brace which is stupid of me. im definately gunna wear it the rest of the season even though its 2 weeks. after practice a bunch of us went to Jess's to get ready. then we headed over to Wellington for the competition. got there and we unloaded the truck. i ended up in the truck unloading everything. got that done then we hung out for a little bit. got to see Christine. i miss her. warmed up and performed. i really dont like the wellington school. theres no where for the guard to really warm up so me and elena had to go out there and toss cold 5's. not fun. we had an ok show. after the show we had to go perform for the news channel 5 crew. that was fun. me elena and alyssa made up a dance to one of stryke's warm ups. fun stuff. then we watched a couple of shows and then it was time for retreat. :) gotta love the cypress bay boys <3 god bless their mama's lol. i got one of their numbers for erin. YOUR WELCOME! i cant wait til we load the truck for ohio and we can hang out with them. we won (84.8) then we went back to JIL to unload the truck. i didnt want to go home afterwards but nobody wanted to do anything. im so mad my camera died so i dont have any pictures from the show :(

sunday - YOU BETTER OF HAD A GOOD EASTER!!! lol kinda shitty. i slept all day. my phone rang at like 4:30 waking me up and it was Danny telling me hes outside my house. thanks for the warning. it was his b-day. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. then i did nothing the rest of the day.

i cant get the stryke song out of my head:

yo ho yo ho stryke is where we at
fuck with us we'll stab your mom and then we'll skin your cat

yo ho yo ho stryke is where we be
big tits, bong hits, and bitches on their knees

thats what you get when your on a bus for 13 hours. i love it <3

2 more weeks :(

DAVE MATHEWS BAND: JULY 16 & 17 SOUND ADVICE - HELL FUCKING YA!!!!!!!!! i love dave. hes such an awesome person. the whole band is awesome. (we're both from the same town) so i knew them when they first got started. my dad used to be a dj and he was the first person to ever play them. <3 good times

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 18:24:54 GMT

ive finally done something this break.

last night me and kelli went to boomers. saw that steve works there so we got the hook up. we played for a while. hott baseball boys were there from virginia. it made me miss home alot. hopefully i can go up there this summer. so after boomers we decided that we wanted slurpee's <3 so we drove all the way to the beach just to go to the 7-11. walked around the beach for a little bit then left there and went to my sisters apartment. i met the new bf. he seems like a nice guy. i called the parentals when we were driving over there and they were like no smoking and no drinking. i was like ya ok. i ended up not drinking or smoking cause i knew when i got home they would be all over me. which sucks.

tonight is stryke practice then tomorrow is Championships. this season went by so fast. its sad that its almost over. i cant wait for Ohio. its gunna be so much fun. i cant wait to cause some trouble <3 im glad kelli is gunna be there with me. im so excited!!!!

this song reminds me of chad. hes the one that introduced me to TBS. THANKS CHAD!!!! what would i do without you <3

- To hell with you and all your friends -

i cant wait til sunfest comes - Sum 41, Unwritten Law, Hawthorne Heights, Alter Bridge, 3 Doors Down, Breaking Benjamin, Silvertied, and Submersed. its gunna be fun. i love sunfest. tickets are so cheap its great. i saw Fuel and Hooty and the Blowfish last year. good times.

HOORAA!!!!!

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 01:03:24 GMT

so i finally get to update about PENSACOLA. it was so much fun.

friday - as soon as we got on the bus the boys started drumming. after a while i couldnt hear it anymore until some one took out the met. NOT COOL! that definately didnt last. it took forever to get there. we finally get to the hotel and we had to be abck in the lobby at a certain time and of course the guard was late. then we walked over to the mall. me, alyssa and nohaley took pictures in one of those photo booths. then we walked around to cause some trouble. nick and noodles were being furniture models. went in spencers and had fun there. zac and fabrizzio dressed up in suits and looked mad hott :) brian bought a huge penis and when we were walking back from the mall he put the bag in this back to make him looked hunched backed. funny stuff. so we went back to the hotel where a bunch of people came into my room and decided the the new girls needed to be "initiated". MY ASS. i didnt participate. then we went running around the hotel. i tried to go find erin and fabrizzio and ended up getting hit on by 2 nasty guys. then we ended up hanging by the pool for a little bit which was fun.

saturday - performance day. we go to the school and we imediately start practicing in the hot sun. we practiced for a few hours and then it was show time. a couple of the girls had bad shows. i had an ok show. coming out of prelims we had a 82.7 (2nd place) we werent worried. we knew what we had to do. so we had a little break til finals. we went to the mall and had lunch and then went back to the school. a bunch of us passed out in the Penske truck. then we got woken up and had to go pull a floor. then we had to warm up for finals. i always freak myself out before a show. it sucks. i get so stressed out. but if i dont freak out i have a bad show. so we go perform and i think we had a really good show. then we loaded the truck and waited for retreat. first place - STRYKE 84.5. technically we should have gotten 2nd cause the other group had penalties but hey first is first. then we loaded the bus and headed home. we stopped to get something for dinner. haha Jigga needs to permanately carry some vizeen (sp?) or something. his eyes were so red it was hilarious. then a bunch of us went behind burger king and had some fun. Alyss - watch out for those trees! then we got back on the bus and were driving for a while and then people start getting sick so we ended up stopping like 6 times to get to Ocala. it took forever to get home but we finally did it.

sunday - came home and slept for a looong time.

spring break so far has been kinda shitty. i havent really done anything. i basically only have one night left cause friday and saturday i have Stryke stuff to do.

i cant believe the season is almost over. we have like 3 weeks left. what am i gunna do when this is over? it will be sad not seeing some of these people every weekend. ill miss you guys <3

go look at some pictures from the trip -> http://photobucket.com/albums/v202/HighC16/?action=logout

p.s. completely forgot to add the part when Brian, Ben, Jason, Jigga and others made up a song about Stryke. it has to be the funniest thing i have ever heard. it had this whole pirate theme. it was just lovely

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 01:55:23 GMT

god the weather had to be getting grose when we go to Pensacola. im so excited i cant wait. i just got back from JIL (haha chris) and we had to load the truck. it was fun. i like playing in the rain but its gunna get me even more sick which sucks.

Alyssa had a crazy dream about this weekend. how funny would it be if it actually came true. lol

got news this morning from kelli and i pray to god it doesnt happen this weekend. it could be a good thing and it could also be a very bad thing.

well i g2g finish packing. i so dont know what to bring....

HAPPY ST. PATRICKS DAY!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 02:50:17 GMT

this past weekend really sucked major ASS.

i love being told by drummers that the guard sucks and that we are holding everyone back. i have a few responses to that:

FUCK YOU
dont talk to us about our shit and what we have to get done when there are drummers that cant get through their own show. when every drummer is perfectly together then you can say something other than that mind your own fucking business. you worry about what you have to do and ill worry about what i have to do.
we dont go up to you guys saying "oh that sounds like shit. you guys suck"

how do you think that makes us feel when you say shit like that? do you not think before you speak? apparently not. you dont know how hard it is to have an instructor there only one day a week. it sucks. but for what we have and what we have to do, you have no right to even open you mouth. NOBODY FUCKING ASKED YOU. you make me so fucking mad that i could just scream sometimes.

this was a major venting entry

i cant wait for friday for when we go to PENSACOLA!!! its gunna be alot of fun. but im not looking forward to any drama thats probably gunna occur cause it always does.

SAVE THE DRAMA FOR YOUR MAMA!

im dead tired and i have so much shit due tomorrow that i didnt do. oh well....

just think - At least it wasnt a drum...... lol Elena good times :)

this goes out to you

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 02:56:09 GMT

i always find the best songs for the moment.

i really like this song and it just explains so much right now

Walking example of you,
just wait for the silence.
Talking backwards to you
it meant nothing to me.

Watching the world fall on you,
I'm keeping my eyes closed.
Now i can see what this means to you.
It meant nothing to me.

This wasted to many nights and again,
Ive wasted so much time on a friend.
Too young, too proud to understand,
so this is the end.

Perfect timing for you to run til your legs break.
So here's my reminder of you,
it meant nothing to me.

This wasted to many nights and again,
Ive wasted so much time on a friend.
Too young, too proud to understand,
so this is the end.

We should have seen this coming.
we should have seen this....

This wasted to many nights and again,
Ive wasted so much time on a friend.
Too young, too proud to understand,
so this is the end.

STORY of the YEAR - RAZORBLADES

i really like that song.

i might stay at Alyssa's house this weekend so i dont have to deal with anything that might happen. we'll see.

ive been trying to study all day for McKnights peotry test that i have tomorrow which is going to be extremely hard. hes such a McBASTARD! lol but ya i just really cant consentrate on studying. i think i have A.D.D. or something.
this sucks.

oh well screw studying im going to sleep :)

good night ya'll <3